Seems I'm crying a lot today...

I just watched Maou again... The last episode

It made me cry -_-

Happy New Year!!

一所懸命でがんばります～

The countdown was pretty interesting!

Arashi hosted again this year XD

I can't believe it... I've already finished my first two weeks of uni!!

I've already lived here three weeks.. and I'm still not in my serious school mood yet! I'm such a serious procrastinator... Ahh!

I've got sooo much work piled up, yet after I got back from my geo fieldtrip, I spent all of yesterday watching the first season of Heroes! And I'm probably gonna end up finishing the second one today...

Man.. university is hard! Guess I just had to experience it myself to understand that... but my roommate's not like that! She's got sooo much free time because she's in social science... and me in my Science program... I'm seriously drowning in all this work!

I'd better start it.. I think I have a quiz or 2 this week... and OMFG midterms in less than 2 weeks!! University is hard...

At least I made friends... I was so worried that I'd come here and I wouldn't get to know anyone!

Ok, ok I need to work! And do laundry...!

Ahhh.. I finally got in at 8:50!

Stupid system... But I think I was able to get on because a lot of people are having problems getting on because they didn't complete their payment agreements or something...

I sat there for half an hour...refreshing.. until I finally got on.. and I was able to change one tutorial when I got kicked off because the time limit was up! Then after that I had to battle to get in again.. and I finally did!

♪Thank you, Arashi, for keeping me sane during this time♪

I just kept watching 'Truth' to pass the time!

Anyways, check out my schedule... I don't think it's great... but it's doable!

( Where is my 'ME' time?!?! )

First though, Truth PV is THE BEST ONE I'VE EVER SEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The darkness, the dance, their clothes, their hair, the orchestra, the set... EVERYTHING IS TOO GOOD!



I've been so addicted to it... watching it 20 times a day!
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Anyways... Right now I'm waiting for my university's course selection thing to open... at 8 AM... and it's 7:47 AM.

I'm worried... because I know a lot of people will try to access it at the same time... and I really want to get in to change my stuff quickly! Looks like I have to have some 8:30 classes...

My timetable's not that bad though, honestly. First term isn't that bad! Since my chemistry course has a drop-in tutorial... I'm able to have a choice of which day and which time to attend!

Not so much for 2nd term though... Everything's really packed close together... >.< And I only have one.. possibly 2 spaces for my chemistry drop-in tutorial...

How did I miss that...? I guess I didn't think it was weird that I had only one lecture for each course every week... Haha!

Danm it... it's 8:10 AM right now... and the stupid thing isn't open yet!!! WHYYY?? And I woke up this early after I was up pretty late packing... I've been sitting here for the past hour... and refreshing the page every 5 secs for the past 10 mins...

OPEN ALREADY!!!!!!!!

I can't believe I have 4 more years of this crap system...

Yesterday, my mom and I went to this Chinese mall in a nearby city just to look around... and what did I see???

I found 'Arashi Around Asia in Dome' and 'ARASHI SUMMER TOUR 2007 FINAL Time'!!!!!!!!!!!!! *_*

Of course I immediately bought it!!

They're the Tiawanese versions I think... but who cares? It's the actual DVD!

I watched the dome concert one yesterday, and it was just too good!! Especially the MC! Hehe, the conbini and jun and aiba-chan in the morning was too funny!

And Takki and Tsubasa came too~~~!



Tonight is the Time Concert! <3

Hmm... also I'm incredibly getting addicted to Maou! And the korean 'Devil' drama too! I can't stop watching the korean one...! Every night it's like 5 episdoes! I'm so gonna finish in the next couple of days! And the guy playing the lawyer... he's so incredible! His expressions.. especially!

Not that Oh-chan isn't good! Of course he is! I get shivers sometimes when he becomes a maou!

Anyways, I'm really excited to see the "Truth" PV! The song is so unbelievably addictive! And they're DANCING! In the preview, it looked so dark... Get released already~!

Already half done July...

Now what?

Well, it's not too bad! I've finally finished my course selection for university...

Damn all those older students for filling up the Japanese course before first years got a chance... I guess another year of learning by myself~ *sigh*

Anyways, hopefully it turns out ok.. seeing as all I'm taking are science courses!

And I found out my residence too.. It's a double room in the substance-free one... wtf? I applied for the all-girls one and I got this...?

I hope it's spacious. Yesterday, I was watching Tantei Gakuen Q, and I was incredibly jealous of the dorms in ep 4/5... Those are the most beautiful dorms that I've ever seen! Hoping for something like this is impossible right?



Better start cleaning my room... I don't even know what stuff I have and what stuff I need to buy...

I think I'll go downtown one of these days... probably by myself, since Kiki's got a job... And since it's already the middle of july.. I don't think I can get a proper job since I'll have to leave it in 3 weeks when I go to India.

I want to go to that Finch store definitely... and those bead stores on Queen St... and those other random stores that I went to during my leadership program... and J-Town again... Need Johnny's magazines~!

Ah crap, it's 4:30! I need to get to the post office to mail my student ID form before they pick up the mail at 5! Damn it... why did I wake up so late again!?

Ahh... It got released today didn't it?

I really want to watch too~! (;_;)

A bunch of my mixi friends have seen it/ are going to see it... I'm soo jealous!! People are talking about seeing it 5-10 times!

I'll probably have to wait a couple more months to watch it here...

Ah I want to watch Kakushi Toride too~! It seems really interesting!

I'll do my best to distract myself while I'm waiting...!

On Thursday, I got my report card...

I feel a bit relived that I didn't go to see any of my exams.. I just took my report card and left! But I really felt like crying when I saw my report card!

Lol, happy tears, not sad ones! I was so scared before that I would lose my residence spot if my marks went down... so I studied my ass off for these exams!

Even though my marks in calculus went down, english and bio went up so the end result was good because my average went up! So now I won't lose my spot and I can happily enjoy the rest of the summer!

If the marks weren't enough, then I would have had to take summer school for calculus... which I honestly didn't want to do... I can't take any more of it... Well after that one course in university, I never want to think about it again!

So... what now?

Haha I definitely need to clean my room... For the past couple of months, I've been jumping around and tripping on who-knows-what-they-are... So to avoid this danger in the summer I should probably clean up! It looks worse than it would if a tornado hit it!

Then I need to start planning for university I guess... Like picking courses, filling out forms, and eventually packing stuff!

I might be going to LA again this year! I definitely want to go! Hehe, my second reason for going, after wanting to see my cousins, is to go to Little Tokyo and buy many kawaii things to decorate my dorm with!

And I'm going to India too! A full summer... We're leaving on Aug 14th and coming back on the 29th.. and I have to move in on the 30th! I wonder if it can work out... At least it's only Welcome Week... I'll probably be able to get rid of jet lag then!

Ah... I got tired of cleaning my room right now... I'm really getting a certain satisfaction from ripping all these calculus papers! XD

Wow... it's kind of a shock!

I'm not a high school student anymore! I can't believe it!

Lol, then what am I? I'm not a university student yet either!

I was really happy yesterday! The biology exam went suprisingly well~! Maybe I actually prepared really well!

Anyways, I was gonna take the bus home, but then Kiki called me and said to come over to her house! And since I had nothing better to do, I went!

One of our other friends was also coming but by bike! While we were waiting, I watched the Da Vinci Code and Kiki was filling out some applications!

Then once our friend came, we tortured her a little on the trampoline, and had a lot of fun for an hour or so!

We went back in and Kiki and our friend made some ramen while I shamelessly sat on the couch with Kiki's sister and read my Battle Royale book! It was really yummy!

Then we had a lot of fun with Kiki's webcam by filming music videos, horror movies and taking very random videos!

This will be very useful during those lonely university nights when we need to be cheered up!

I'm going to miss these times! But we'll be friends forever! That's for sure! :D

Lol, I just posted like an hour ago... but I feel like getting distracted!

So, I saw the One Love PV a while ago! I really love the song! It's fresh sounding and light! <3<3
And all the CG in the PV was pretty cool too... if only they moved around a bit more!

KAT-TUN's Don't You Ever Stop PV was also really cool! When it first came out, I kept watching it over and over agian! The song is really energetic and addictive!

Oh, so today was the last episode of Last Friends... it was pretty sad... What happened with Sousuke and Michiru... But I'm glad it was such a happy ending (kinda)... poor Sousuke... he wanted a family with Michiru... Well, I won't spoil anything else!

So what else? I'm really excited about Ohno's new drama, Maou! The trailer looks good! And Nino's in the first episode too! Kyaa! It's such an interesting sounding drama! I can't wait to see Oh-chan as a 'maou' and Toma's intense acting!

I'm also really excited for Code Blue! A while ago I watched Iryu 1 and 2! Doctor dramas are soo cool! I can't wait to see how Yamapi's going to portray a doctor in this drama! And a flight doctor at that! I think he can pull it off because of his serious face!

Oh, seems like a lot of people here are getting excited for Twilight! Robert Pattinson looks really cool! Kiki was bugging me for a while to read the book but I've been putting it off.. but yesterday I found it online so... I'm gonna read it! Well, ignoring my exam study, I read about 5 chapters already! It's really easy to read and flows well! So I want to finish it quickly!

Ok, now really back to studying!

Only one more hour huh?

Till I turn 18! I'm so excited!

Today, I had a party with my friends! Sooo much fun!!

We did a lot of stuff! I was a bit sad that Kiki wasn't able to make it though...

We watched POTC 3 (I've watched it 4 times already.. and I still find the plot confusing!), played some games, had fun on the Wii! Man, it was the best!

When I was cutting the cake, my friend put cake on my face... lol, that was funny! I didn't really mind... it actually felt kinda nice!

Ah I won't ever forget this!

Wonka gave me something that really made my heart go doki-doki! I actually screamed when I opened it!

Ready? It's this!





XD XD XD XD XD

And Pacific comes with a photo book too! I feel so happy!

Yesterday, I watched the first episode of Last Friends!

It was really good for a first episode!

Ah~ but I didn't except things to move so fast... like with Ryo!

This was his first on-screen kiss right? Lol, it was good, I think...

He went from being sweet and caring boyfriend to DV man in like 5 mins!

But really, Ryo-chan is really scary when he's beating up Michiru...

I wonder what else he's going to do in the drama... more DV and then kindness?

Well, he's in the opening... so there's no way that he's just going to have really small appearances from now on right?

That other kiss also surprised me! Ruka and Michiru! I can tell they'll probably have some sort of a relationship, but I think she might end up returning to Sousuke for a while... maybe she can deal with his split persoality... Because in the beginning, she's pregnant... so it's probably Souske's right?

Ahh~! It's so goood! I can't wait for next week! And I want to watch it again with subs! I'm sure I missed a couple of things... because there were words I didn't understand!

Ah... how lonely....

友達はどこ行ったんだ？　

I'm alone at school in the library right now...

なんっで？

What an incredibly lonely place...

Why's there so much work to do?!

これ無理じゃん

眠いぃ　泣

Seriously... I want to sleep already!

I stayed up late again yesterday studying for math and trying to finish English...

やめたい！
と思うちゃった

ね~昨夜は新しいアニメを見つけた

グラビタションだ

少年愛のアニメだ

It's really cute and funny though!

Ah... after this I've got a Reach for the Top meeting...

ま～Back to work

Yay! I got my laptop back today!

And nothing got deleted! うれしい～

Ah... lately I've been getting really lazy...

Like this morning, even though I knew I was going to miss the bus, I couldn't get out of bed!

I ended being really late... but I'm really running out of energy!

I'm not in the mood for school anymore... and my procrastination's gotten a hundred times worse! >.<

Ah... I just want to sleep... Even though I'm not really doing anything productive, I'm still awake... バカ

Damn it...

Yesterday I ended up sleeping at 5:30 and waking up at 6:30!

I managed to finish the concept map, but not the essay or ISU stuff.

But I've got until midnight tonight and just now I got a couple of hours of sleep so I probably might be ok for a little while.

Ah... I just finshed the essay and half of the ISU stuff!

All I have left is to finish writing the notes and the personal response and I'm DONE!

Yay, I heard I might finally be getting my laptop back tomorrow! It's been 3 months since I bought it and 2 months since I used it... さいあくじゃん...

Well, I better finish it soon! I really need some sleep!

Hmm... I've been wondering since this morning, even though I ended up staying up all night, I didn't feel tired at all! I felt really active! I've noticed that it happens to me a lot when I get like an hour or two of sleep... But why? Is that just the body's response to the tiredness?

I need to go find out the answer!

Ah!! I feel so frustrated!

Since I was so stupid yesterday and hardly got any work done, I made a schedule for myself! I followed it for about 5 hours and after that...

I've been getting incredibly frustrated! I have to finish a King Lear essay by tonight...

The biology concept map for tomorrow...

And ISU notes for tomorrow...

Ah... what the hell did I do yesterday?

Whatever... but now that I'm running out of time, I really feel like giving up...

I shouldn't...

I really need whatever marks I can get over the next two weeks...

A half-assed job is not acceptable...

Because mid-term marks are coming... and I need at least mid 80s...

Ah... with the way things are going now, can I even make it?

I'm running out of energy...

Recently, I'm updating a lot right?

Whatever... Too tired to think...

Tomorrow... or rather later today, I've got a math and biology test...

Even though I've had so much time to prepare, it feels like I haven't done anything.

Of course, I've been studying, but it just seems like I'm not retaining much. This is the state my tired mind is in.
Ah~ What now? I think I'm fairly well prepared for the tests... but the problem right now is my math assignment.

It's due tomorrow too, but I can't figure out how to multiply these derivatives... I don't know what to do!

So confusing~! Gah, I wish I didn't have to take this stupid course... but of course I need it to graduate. A passing grade is fine... I'm not hoping for anything spectacular.. just a passing grade...

Actually, a decent grade would be better... It increases my chances for scholarships.

Anyways, what was the point of this? Ah.. I don't want to do anymore. I've really started to hate studying... I can't believe I'm burning out in the middle of the semester.

I need tofind a new method...

I think I should probably sleep... Whatever happens, happens. I'll just try my best on the tests.

バイバイ (-_-)/ *tired wave*

I'm really enjoying these leadership sessions!

And my mentor's really nice and I get to keep meeting people!

The only downside is the amount of school I'm missing..

I find it hard to catch up... because I'm a ♪~バカ~♪

Gah.. so today it ended at 10:30 and I still had like more than an hour to kill before the GO bus left from Union Station.

So I started talking to this guy I met there. And I decided to just walk around to waste some time, so I started to go with him.
　
バカやろう!

Lol, I can just hear my parents 'Don't go wandering off downtown with a guy you just met!'

Clearly I wasn't kidnapped or anything! It's not like he took me to some strange place! He kept saying 'Come on' but he took me to Eaton Centre so I can spend time there! And luckily enought, the subway station was also there, so I could have gone back easily!

ありがとう～★

He's a nice guy! He's just a little down, I think... I mean, he talks really quietly, so it's kinda hard to hear what he says.

Lol, I met him at the orientation right, but I only got to see him twice since then... but I realized today that I kept remembering him by the wrong name! Of course I didn't call him that, but in my mind I thought his name was something completley different!

I'm tired... it really feels tiring being home in the middle of the day!

I just want to take a loong nap!

I could because there's no school tomorrow either because of the Literacy Test the grade 10s are writing tomorrow...

BUT, I've also got a math and Bio test on Friday... and I really need to start studying... And my stupid concept mad for Bio...

Ah... better get to work! I've already slacked off for 2 hours!

Ah... I hate this...

I'm at school right now.. using my dad's laptop because my stupid laptop broke and the Toshiba people said only Future Shop people can do it or something like that...

There's just so much work to do everyday that I feel like I'm burning out constnatly!!

On top of school stuff... I have clubs! >.<

And then on top of all that... for some reason I signed up for this mentor program called 'Step Up and Lead' which means every week I have to go Downtown to attend these sessions!

And since I live like a gazillion miles from it.. I need to take a bus, a train and a subway to get there! Gah... though, last wednesday was my first time taking the subway! It was soo cool and fast! And I took the train home by myself too!

Lol, I told myself not to fall asleep because I always fall asleep on the city bus, because I have to get off at the last stop! But on the train... I have to get of somewhere at the end of the line.. but if I don't pay attention, I'll miss it!
But anyways, I did end up falling asleep!! It was at like 7 at night, but it was really dark outside because it was winter.. and there were only a few people in the compartment... so, bad idea to fall asleep! But it was ok! I ended up getting off at the right stop!

I dunno why, but these days I've just been watching the Taiyou no Namida PV and the Step and Go PV a lot! The high speed camera use for Arashi's PV is so cool! I saw the making of and it was pretty funny!

Gah... I want to go home already... Since I have a spare, school basicallt ends at 12.. but I have to wait for the school bus which comes at the end of the day... So tiring...

Ah well, I should make the best of it though... and finish as much work as I can...